This morning I woke up thinking about the Coronavirus and life, and how the world is so uncertain and changing. I also thought about when my father asked me “What have you learned from this?” He was speaking in turns of this virus hitting the world by storm. I spoke about money mangagement and making sure there is always more than enough. I talked about changes in my business. I thought about sharing more love to the people in my world. I thought about doing things that I am now forced to do. Now I know that next time when the ideas come, to move on them early. Some of these changes I am making I thought of doing years ago. I’m sure it would have made life easier back then if I acted, and I would be on a different level now. Don’t get me wrong, I love my life and my accomplishments. Life has truly been wonderful thus far. But I do have some aspirations that I would love to move into. As I was thinking about all of this, it really hit me. I absolutely have to be the person I want to be in my heart of hearts unapologetically.
I decided to open a book, any book, and if the page was talking about doing this, then that is what I would do. I would no longer hold back in life, especially when it comes to teaching and sharing spirituality, metaphysics and meditatation. I was excited at the idea of truly becoming free, free to share without the fear of taking things too far for those who may not be approve of what I have to say.
The page I opened to was in a book that I had never read. It was leftover from when I used to own my spiritual bookstore. It was one of many. It was a book on Tarot. The funny thing is, I don’t even get into tarot cards, but I said to myself “my answer will be on the page I open up to.”
It spoke about an old card called The Angel, or The Last Judgement. It represented an angel, or messenger, blowing a trumpet, and attached was a flag bearing a symbol of the aeon of the age of Osiris. It also spoke about the destruction of an old world and the begining of a new. This angel was the messenger who brought news of the new aeon, or era to earth. The paragraph ended talking about the importace of revealing.
As I read, it was like an out of body experience. And I could barely feel my body. This was my confirmation! How much more clear can you get than that? Unapologetically blowing a trumpet with the news, revealing. I thought to myself. This is what I was to do. Blow the trumpet loud! What are the odds I would open up a book that was talking about this? I decided there will be no more holding back. I will share. I will talk about dream interpretations, visions, meditations, and lessons, no longer wondering if it is too much. I will be me 100%. I will share through writings, poems, video, song, by what ever way it hits me at the time and let the chips fall where the may. Any way, today I share this by way of journaling so I can remember not to hold back on my expression.
Peace and Blessings
Happines is a choice and a commitment. Look for things to be happy about everywhere you go, all day long. Focus on these things and share. Then watch your happiness multiply and spread throughout the land (your world).
One eventing I asked God to tell me what did I need to do in order to make the kind of money I needed to make to carry out all my proposed endeavors. The next day while meditating I decided I would meet my teacher Mr. Ambrister on the inner planes in meditation. The next thing I new I was walking out of a building pushing through the door. While doing so I heard a voice telling me that “on the spiritual planes making money and helping people go hand in hand. When you make more money you can help more people and when you help more people you make more money. I found it to be very profound and quite true for those in a spiritual state of mind.
As we grow spritually we will naturally use our money to help ourselves, our family and loved ones and the world at large on a bigger scale. Understanding this we have no problem being serious about acquiring money.
Also as we grow more spiritually, we will naturally be inclined to find ways to help more people. This will often lead us to making more money especially if this is not the main motivating factor.