• Paying Attention To Dreams For Spiritual Growth

    This morning I awakened from an unpleasant dream.  In the dream someone made me quite angry and disrespected my daughter.  I let it go at the time but later out of the blue my anger got the best of me and I hit the guy.  I hit him pretty hard in the face, right in front of my children, and then told him to get up and fight.  I soon awakened. The dream seemed to affect me more than I would have thought.  I kept thinking about how dark the whole scene was and how angry I was.  I also thought about how in the dream I did not do…

  • Understanding The Guru Concept

    My teacher, Mr. Ambrister, used to say that “I am much different when my students are around.”  This is just one of several sayings he had that helped to understand what it means to be a Guru.  With this saying he was trying to stress the point that although he was our teacher and Guru, he was still very much human.  He was a man, growing in life, just like the rest of us, but when the subject of God and Spirituality came up he was a whole different person.  It was as though God came directly through him to talk to us and give us insights and answers to…

  • More Clarity, A Reminder

    With the meditation teachings my websites, blog, You tube, etc.  I simply want to share.  I want to share what I learn and let the rest fall where it may.  I want to be free in this process.  When I think about doing this I am free.  I also want the same for my gutter and window business.  I want to give the best service that we can at a fair price to as many as we can while being the best service we can.  With my home and family life I hope to do the same give the best I can and hope they can understand where I come…

  • Clarity

    This is a letter to myself and I am not even sure if it will make the blog.  If you find yourself reading it I guess that means that after I read it for myself I thought that sharing it may be of benefit to someone. I am having an incredible moment of clarity.  I hope I can get all my thoughts down fast enough.  Today was like a culmination point for me.  For some time I have been feeling like something is missing. I could not pin point it.  Today it was bothering me so much that I wanted to cry from the pain of unhappiness.  I felt like…

  • Don’t Be Afraid To Be Open To The Signs

    This morning I was at a place where I needed a sign.  See yesterday I was my normal happy self when all of a sudden bam!, out of nowhere, something entered my world.  Just when I thought I was at peace and untouchable.  Someone who I love and care about and give a lot of myself to expressed great resentment, enormous resentment, and even dislike and disrespect for me.  I tried to let go, and it worked to a certain extent, but I knew my peace was gone.  I came to many conclusions but the ultimate one was that I needed to let go of my false self.  I needed…